As I get into this next section, I need to express some of the concerns that I had about this part. Suzanne informed me that she may be able to help address some of my medical issues by helping me get in touch with my self-conscious. I was a little reserved on the issue, due to my religious background. It may be because I have seen The Exorcism too many times and thought about having someone, or the inner me, come out. It kind of freaked me out. I knew I had to put those thoughts aside. If I had the opportunity to change, or find a reason for why I felt the way I do, I had no choice but to take it. This world revolves so much around the change of events that can alter the outcome of so many lives. I knew, going into this portion, that it was worth it; for my Royce Tuelshed, aka, my…